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crackedshe rests her head on her pillow as the tears begin to flow.her body trembles and curls into itself.she pulls the blanket up over her head and sobs even harder into it.she feels like a lost cause, no hope is within her reach.her heart has shattered one to many times and all she wants to do is fade awaylike the clouds after a violent storm.she doesn't want to hold onto this life anymore.she wants to be free of this pain.she wants to be happy,but cruel fate has denied it more times than she can count.no one can save her, not even him.she won't let himeven though he is all she wants.he is her everything and she doesn't want to lose himbut she believes she will never be good enough.she believes she is too broken, too crackedto love.but she gives him her all and it seems to be good enoughthough she still is afraid to believe it. this girl, my dear reader, is me. i am too broken, too cracked, too faded to believe it.
simply methey call me an outcastbecause i live my faith.they call me oddbecause i am myself.they call me a dragbecause i am broken.they call me a bitchbecause i don't put up with their shit.they call me the worstbecause it really is true.i am me, take it or leave it.i have very few that i love and very little give.i want to give more but i simply don't have it.i'm trying, though, to gain more confidence.i'm trying to love a little more and regret a little lessdespite the pain and demons that live inside mei'm trying my bestand one day i promisei will be better than this.
young lovefalling in love when you are young is so very difficult.it's painfulit's heart breakingit's emotionally drainingit's soul breakingbut it's so very worth it in the end if you are willing to fight for it.